Her life, her story :)

It's week 4 now!! 

Time flies, all the mid-term test and deadline are coming soon. It sounds stressful, right? Yes, it's kinda stress, but I know I need to keep reminding myself that, Im gonna be ok, it's gonna be okay, because Im standing on the solid rock. 

Yes, Im now in KL, actually I already in KL since last Sunday. Hehe, was too busy and don't have time to update my blog. ><

Let's see what had happened when I was at home :)

My cousin's wedding!!! The teddy bears are s darn cute!!!

Me with makeup on. I know I looked weired = =

My younger brother, Timothy. Why is he so cute? 

Had a wonderful fellowship time with my borthers and sisters in CMC. 

We might not be perfect, but all of us are the apple of God's eyes :)

We are loved and worthy!

And of course, shopping with Ashley!!! See what I have bought :)

A very simple blouse in nude color. I feel like back to simple stuff. They are easier to mic and macth with other clothes.

Bought this peach tank top from Uniqlo. It is very comfortable to wear. 

Pink cardigan from Uniqlo as well

Turquoise skirt from Cottom On. 

Btw, Cotton On is getting cheaper and cheaper now, u can even find a dress at RM5 only!! But need to dig la

New flat from Submitt.

I know this is not what I usually wear, but I feel like trying new stuff. Surprisingly, Im kinda like it :)

 I finally meet up with Wan Yee. I've been in the same class with her since Form 4. She is now studying PR in TARC. 

We went to Haven Cafe in Ampang to do assignment. 

They have good food and good environment, can consider to bring your loved one for dating :) but definitely not during lunch hour la 

My assignment. I have totally no idea of how to finish it and tomorrow is the discussion. Oh my oh my. What should I do?

I wanted to go out and enjoy field but my assignement :(

See, do assignemnt is veyr tiring. 

Finally Lydia finished her exam. we went out for shopping on last Saturday. I bought some stuff from Padini.

Finally i got myself a simple white button up shirt. It can be both formal and casual. :)

A formal skirt. 

Cute socks from Vincci. I lile the lacey part ad the cute umbrella. 

A belt. 

Basically, I overpent again. So don't ever try to ask me out ya!

XoXo

Jasmine 

Photo taken by my mom 

Daisy :)

I love daisies but Im Jasmine. 

"Jasmine. A sweet and fragrant flower. Small and insignificant, but it gives out a beautiful scent to distinct it won't be missed. It is white, the symbol of everlasting    purity and virtue. That's how I want to live my life--I want to be a pure fragance that testifies of the goodness of God." --Jasmine Yow

My cell leader's wife at CMC told me about Yow few months ago. She is my senior in high school, but we don't know each other, until now. I can still remember that she has super impressive academic achievements during high school. FYI, my high school "produces" a lot of smart students, but unfortunately I wasn't one of those smart students. When I was in high school, I used to think that those smart students are not a normal human being, they were like a mini god for me, until I read Yow's blog and some reviews on her book, "Behind That Shiny Resume". 

"Don't compare yourself with other people. Compare yourself from the past and the present. And you will notice the blessing that is granted by God." 

It's May, and this is the last semester of my diploma years in TARC. To be frank, I don't really know which path to take, and Im not sure whether I want to continue study in KL. I find myself very complicated, I love big city and all those concrete jungle but at the same time, I love staying at home. 

Still, I don't know how to handle stress and peer pressure. I know deep inside my heart, I refuse to grow up.

My result will be announced in two more days. I've done my best, but still Im afraid. 

Sometime I really felt like just crying in front of the altar, because I know I really need His love and His touch but Im just not sure if I cry out in front of the congregation.

Jas, be strong :)

Bobby :)

Here he is, after his left eye injury, still being very brave to chase other animals. According to my mom, he helped my dad to catch a snake last month when I was still in KL. My mom said because he knows that he is our watchdog, that's the reason why even though he is sick or injured, he will still on his job everyday. 

We love you, Bobby!

The new semester is already started yesterday but Im still at home. Im having fever since the day before yesterday and terrible mouth ulcer as well :( 

Im sorry, Brad. I didn't mean to hurt you. Sometime I need people to show me love and care but sometime all I need is just a quiet time. 

Till then.

Have u wateched the series "F.R.I.E.N.D." before? Haha! This post is nothing related to the American Series. Im just being random xD

I was super duper busy last week, because of the assignments and presentation :(  but im super duper free now :D and nothing to do = =

Say hello to hello kitty :)

Thanks to Joanne :)

College's Easter Night :) Was very tired but very happy to see souls back to God's kingdom 

the door gifts

the ushers: Me, Brandon and S.T
I looked very tired, but that's true also la = = 

Jeremy and Brandon 
Why they looked so awkward?

Class :)

Yes, we took photos in class. A very bad role model :P

Joanne and I. I know it doesnt look like me = = 

Outing!!!! My life is not complete without outing :P

I, Lydia and Jeremy went to 不见不散 on Friday night :D

Jeremy :)

Lydia trying to look energetic :P

Jeremy with his "passion fruit juice"

Lydia with her cheese baked rice 

Me and my food. Obviously it's cheese baked rice also. 

Lydia said I looked very hamsap in the first photo xD

芋角

This is super nice but fattening xD

After that went to Sweet Hut to have our dessert

I love heart ♥ ♥ ♥

My sweet heartssssss ♥ ♥ ♥

Coconut dessert. Quite disappointed with their food, but I think I will go there again and try the others ♥ ♥ ♥

I love my sweet hearts ♥ ♥ ♥

See u :)

28/2/2012

Went to Jusco with Ashley again right after class to buy some groceries. Just skip the grocery part, Im still not good in grocery shopping, I bought things I want but not things I need ><

See what I bought xD

Kellogg's Special K cereal, instant noodles, yogurt and milk. Of course yogurt and milk are in my stomach now, so no photo to show xD

That's how my food box looks like

I have Horlicks, milk, instant noodles, oats, cereal, fibre, biscuits, glucose and honey. I know I shouldn't eat instant noodles, but I think instant noodles is kind of essential for a college student?  (Unhealthy college student actually xD)

Went for dinner at Kenny Roger's Roaster after that

Guess what, we brought the milk that we just bought from Jusco. xD 

Maybe because of the milk, both of us felt very full and I couldn't even finish the chicken and fruits ><

Went to Starbucks :D

Mine look like a candid photo. But I like it. Haha!


29/2/2012

Went to moral lecture class this morning. It should be just another normal lecture class, but I found this in my textbook xD

For those who doesn't understand Malay, go and use google translate xD Im just too lazy to translate it.

Think Im gonna show Ashley this later. I can't wait to see her reaction. Im sure it will be super funny A_A

I don't really feel fright this through out this whole day. I don't like this feeling :( Guess the moral textbook was the most funniest thing for today. Haiz...

Took a photo of myself to make me feel better, but apparently I failed ><

I don't look alright, I need something to make me feel alright = =

According to my mom, eat something good or try to eat some chocolate (but dont eat too much larh)

and so, I bought

Tuna, M&M's and Dou Hua. The Dou Hua is very nice, but I coundn't finish it = = Suddenly feel like eating tuna even though Im not really a tuna person. 

I never thought that an assignment project can cause conflict. It sounds like Im a college freshman, but actually Im graduating in this year. Am I being too naive? I always thought that people will be nice and friendly to you if u be nice and friendly to people. Why college students are so complicated? I really thought that we are friends after what we have gone through together last few semesters. How good if everyone is as friendly and loving as Jesus? 

He is and will be my best friend forever and always :) and He is also the reason why I can smile even though life is not really easy. I can't imagine there are people think that life on earth is suffering and torturing. Why? For me every life is beautiful and wonderful. I really thank God for giving me this chance to enter this world, if not I wouldn't experience all these wonderful things and know all those beautiful people. :)

"Life is a gift, life is not to be wasted, its to be cherished. Enjoy every moment. Live everyday as if ot were your last day. Live each day with thankfulness in your heart to God, because you were woderfully and fearfully made. You are not accident, you are a destiny." --Jaeson Ma

"We all need to be thankful for life, whether life has been good, or whether life has been hard!
  Know that God loves you, always forgives you, and has a plan for you.
  You are His precious child.
  God knitted you & formed you in your mother's womb. Life is not perfect, but every life is worth living." --Jaeson Ma

God loves me so much, so what's the point for me to emo just because of a small thing? His love is greater than any other things or problems on earth :D

It's 6pm now @@ I seriously need to bath and have my dinner. I need to study for tomorrow's test. 

Be blessed :D

Have u ever felt this way before? Keep doing assignments, presentation, sit for tests or work OT in weekdays, and damn look forward to the weekend to come.

I have this feeling all the time, except during high school. I'm wondering why I loved weekdays so much during high school but once I entered college, I dislike weekdays, except Friday xD 

24/2/2012, Friday

Have u watched this movie? 

Went to MBO in Festival City, KL with Lydia and Jeremy for this movie on last Friday night. It's a very good movie :) at first I thought it is just another funny local chinese movie, but actually it contains a lot of good value in our life and according to Jeremy, this movie reflects guys' feeling when they want to get married. LoL

Again, me and Lydia were the loudest laughter in the cineme room. LoL! Why I cannot be normal or sane a bit when I hang out with Lydia? She always makes me laugh like a crazy girl in public. It's so embarrassing yet funny. LoL

25/2/2012, Saturday

Went to Kenanga Wholesale City with Ashley. Actually some of the shopt is doing retail business as well. Can consider this if really wanna buy cheap clothes. Their clothes are really cheap, like RM5. But, maybe because of Im a online shopper, so I found out most of their clothes can be found on taobao, and some of them are even expensive than taobao. I think I will buy from taobao, even though I cannot really touch and feel the material and fabric. 

I didn't buy anything from the wholesale city, but Ashley bought toy for her dog, Bonnie xD SHould I buy one for Bobby too? :P

After a few hours spent in wholesales city, we went to pavilion. Forever 21 is doing SALES now!!! I found some sexy panties XD It's super cheap, like RM5 per one, but the design is not really nice. 

And I found this shirt :D

Jesus loves you!!! I love you too xD 

Went to Vincci to buy shoes. I wanted to buy flat actually, but I end up with wedges = =

Love it very much!!!! Im having a small dilemma now. Im turning 20 now, I know it's the time for me to make a change in my life, but Im just wondering should I say bye to the school girl look that I used to be and say hi to a more ladylike look? I know my mom will definitely says I should start learning how to be a presentable lady now, but Im just not sure. I need a thoughtful advice :)

And Din Tai Fung for dinner :D

Michelin star restaurant, but not really expensive xD I love their Xiao Long Bao!!!

We ordered noodles, Xiao Long Bao and Taiwanese Spring Rolls.

Im gonna go there again to try their other foods xD


26/2/2012, Sunday

Just ignore my messy hair = = (but actually I love my hair very much xD)

It's been a really long time I never take photo of myself. I took some because I was too boring in my room so just simply play around with my phone xD  

I went to Festival City again with Teoh in the afternoon to have lunch with her. 

Okay, I bought clothes as well ><

I bought this red blouse in Kitschen. Simply put together with my cardigan and white Tee :P

I think the first one will looks very cute with short pants, but remember to tuck in the blouse and wear a red bow headband xD

 
I know right xD 

The second one is very suitable for the weather in M'sia. HOT!!!!!

I don't like the third one = = It looks very weird with cardigan. Maybe can wear with skirt? I don't know ><

Found some nice shirts on their website :)

I love heartssssss!!! The dress is totally school girl look >< 

Was looking for flat in Summit. I found a lots of flat with bow 

Nice or not? Nice ot not? They are my best friends, but I guess I will not buy that much compare to heels from now on :( but I'm gonna buy one of them very soon xD

And went to Vincci, Jusco with Sukhpreet to buy flat. I need to wear flat to college laaaaaaaa =3=

and so I bought this, quite different from what I used to wear 

very comfortable but I don't really used to the design, without bow = =

I spent a lot this weekend, so don't call me out for shopping ya. I will stay in my dorm and wait for my taobao bag to arrive xD

But i guess no one is gonna believe in me =P

It's been a while...I know :)

I said I will blog more often, but the turth is, I abandon my blog again. So sorry!!!

Sometime when I finally have time to start blogging, but I feel like the time is better off used by doing other stuff. == ll

It's a new semester now, and Im graduating in this year. Hehe!!! So you can imagine how stress I am. XD But even though life is not always easy but I know I can always turn to God, my Creator and He is in control of everything. :)

"If God is for us, who can be against us?" --Romans 8:31

Last semester was really suck to me. To be honest, I questioned God a lot. For example, "why You allowed all these things to happen?"

But, His way is always higher, He knows the big picture but I am not. So just admit that Im not strong enough to cope with all the obstracles and I need a Savior to save me!!!! 

Alright, lets talk about how is my life now :)

Nail Art!!!

A big big thanks to my dear friend, Yi Xin :D

Cosmetic :)

 HAHAHAAHA!! I love cosmetic, especially the smell XD 

Of course normally I wont wear makeup to college, just sometime I will do makeup for more fabulous or glamorous look *wink*

Of course, medicine :(

I got sick again, since Wednesday :( I promised that I will take good care of myself but apparently I didn't. So sorry to everyone that love me so much. 

This is Jeremy's touch n go card. Why is it in pink color and it is call rabbit card!!! It's so cute. Can I buy this card from Jeremy? XD
I have a very weird feeling about him. He was so down and sad just now but as a friend or a sister, I really don't know what happened to him. All I can do for now is just keep him in my prayer, always be there for him and love him. :) Hope that he will getting better, just like my sickness.         

"Family is a place where everyone loves you no matter what and they accept you for who you are."

I found out family is playing a very important role in our life. It might not our blood family, sometime family can be your spiritual family or friends too :)

Thank God for Ivy, Kristine, Raymond, Amanda, Tricia, Teoh, Lydia, Jeremy, Ashley, Jia Ning, Yi Xin, etc 

They are just like my another family in KL, we love each other, take care of each other, hang out together, eat together, play together, sleep together. We can even share our pain together. This is how a family looks like. Thank God for putting them in my life, if not I don't think I can still doing good in this college, in this big city. 

What do you think about family? :)

To the 2 special girls that I reccently talked to, 

Life is not perfect but every life is worth living. We may not be perfect and wonderful in people's eyes, but we are always wonderful and perfect in God's eyes. We are wonderfully and fearfully made by Him. Don't think that we are lonely, He is always with us. Even when the difficult season in our life, we may not can stay strong, but He will stand for us :) 

"Indeed, the very hairs of your head are all numbered. Don't be afraid; you are worth more than many sparrows." -- Luke 12:7  

Be blessed!